potty training NIGHTMARE.

so i'm finally putting my foot down, and am going to make my son use the damn toilet ALL THE TIME! i mean, he's been using it for the past year and a half or so, but he's such a lazy brat! what i'm trying to say is that he'll only go when i tell him to (i usually have to yell or bribe him), and he won't (more like REFUSES) communicate with me when he NEEDS to go #1 or #2. i think he's scared to crap in the toilet bcuz he's only gone a handful of times the past 1.5 years, but he loves to "shoot the water." i don't get it! mom's help pls. my son is 3 years old, and i feel that this is ridiculous. maybe my methods just suck ass, and i should take a new approach. so now he's running around without the pullups or training underwear and i'm makin him go on the toilet every 30 min. today for example, i was hollerin at him to crap in the toilet, and he went in the bathroom and came out and was like "mommy, i poopoo." BUT he still had his pullup on! goshhhhhhhh. so i had to sit him down yet again and explain to him that he HAS to use the toilet & that he's too big to be wearing any kind of diaper. training or not! i hope this works. i've tried everythingggggggg!

Neways, i'm struggling to get my booty back on schedule with my sleeping. i have to start waking up at 7am again coming this monday (school starts). goshhh, what can i do! i'm a night owl, no joke.

Oh! and i'm reading the, house of night, series, and i must say, the first book, marked, didn't quite start grabbing my attention until the last few chpts! neways, it's gotten good and i finished the 1st and started book 2 last night. i need to NOT be reading anything once school starts because i swear it's just a freakin distraction that i don't need! neways, i better check my panang chicken before i screw it up! mmmh, i haven't cooked that in awhile! excited to eat it! then of course i'm off to the gym!